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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2009|09:34 pm]
Eating Disordered and over 170

[music |Metric - Help I'm Alive]

Name: Arsenik
Age: 21
Height: 5'2
HW: 182
LW: 145
CW: 178
STG: 169 I guess
LTG: 98
ED that you have: EDNOS/COE Sometimes I purge, sometimes I restrict. Never been officially diagnosed with anything. I have issues with food. Serious issues.

I have had these different issues with food since I was 17, gaining and losing these same 30 lbs or so since then. I was able to get to 145 summer of '06 but in the summer of '08 I started these new anti-depressents and I ended up gaining all of that weight back in a few months by binge eating. I have since been struggling to lose weight, control my eating and generally keep my sanity. I start off by undereating/restricting at the beginning of the week, then my calorie count goes up during the week. By Thursday I'm purging after I eat, and everything is out the window on the weekends (aka binge and COE for two days.) Repeat. It's tough. Hopefully there are still active and social people in this comm who understand what I'm going through and maybe talk to me.

Monday is a new start for me, my birthday is on the 3rd. Eep, that means cake!
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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2008|11:52 pm]
Eating Disordered and over 170
Name: Danielle
Height: 5'8"
HW: 193
LW: 74
CW: 17?
STG: 160-obviously
LTG: 111
ED that you have: bulemia, recovered anorexic, binge-eating
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hey babe. [Nov. 11th, 2007|02:44 pm]
Eating Disordered and over 170
hey im new
so yeah, i need to lose weight and i know i shouldn't be in here but i plan on getting down to the 70s by next week

Name: sarah
Height: five'three
HW: 185
LW: 150
CW: 181
STG: 140
LTG: 120
ED that you have: anorexia/bulimia

if anyone can help me, i'll help too.
i need to get thinner before college and before
i go to greece in the spring =X
i'm fat and i need to love myself.
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hi [May. 1st, 2007|06:05 pm]
Eating Disordered and over 170
Name - Sarah Jean
Height - 5'3
LW - 150
CW - 179
LTG - 130
ED that you have - anorexia

i just would love any help. i really want to loose this weight. and i`m desperate.
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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2007|08:22 pm]
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[mood |accomplished]

Wow, I am so glad i found this website!!! Its hard to post to other ed sites because no one understands about me being over 150 pounds, and I have had some really nasty replies to some of my posts.

age: 24
height 5'9
highest weight: 190
lowest weight: 130 (back in highschool)
Current weight: 187
Feb 28 - 178
March 15 - 173
April 1 - 168
April 15 - 163
May 1 - 158
May 15 - 153

That is about 5 pounds every two weeks. I also live in dorm, and my cafeteria is set up buffet style so that you eat what they serve for that particular meal. Most days they also have a sandwich line, so I mostly eat salads without dressing. I find that I lose more weight when I actually eat a bit everyday rather than fast, so my plan is mainly oatmeal for breakfast, and salad and beans for the rest of the day.
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2007|07:14 pm]
Eating Disordered and over 170

Name: Neesha
Height: 5 foot 1
HW: 179.4
LW: 100
CW: 179.4
STG: 170
LTG: 120
ED that you have: ednos (doctor diagnosed)

Hi, I'm Neesha, and I've had different types of eating disorders over the past 8 years. Hence the ednos. Well the number on the scale is too high so now I'm here.
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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2006|02:28 pm]
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guys I don’t wanna be like this anymore. i hate feeling like I’m ugly. i feel so disgusting. i'm a fat cow and cant seem to change it. i haven’t cut in a long time but today i came very close to it. sumthin needs to change. this hold on me needs to break i cant take it anymore. it just hurts so bad. i exercise non stop, i restrict like a motha, allot after i weigh myself i feel so gross that i don’t have a desire to eat and will go weeks without even feeling hunger pains and then other times when i'm restricting it's like i cant get enough to eat. i'm so sick of feeling like crap. i'm so sick of being the fat girl. i cant be barely tolerable anymore. sry for the depressing entry it's just that u guys are the only ones i can talk to
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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2006|09:21 am]
Eating Disordered and over 170
I'm sorry girls. I've been away for awhile. I was going to try to get better, but...of course none of us can ever stay away too long. I'll update more later and hopefully we can get this community going strong again.

Your loving Mod,
- Courtney
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2005|08:47 am]
Eating Disordered and over 170

[mood |crappycrappy]

I haven't updated in ages, mainly because everything has been so crap that I've been too depressed to take the effort to do anything.

My scales ran out of batteries and then it took me three days to actually get some batteries and then it didn't work anyway because I think I broke it when I was bashing it against things willing it to work. Oh the pathetic-ness of me.

Anyway, according to my mum's scales I now weigh 77.2kg/170.2lb, so I think I've lost something like 6 pounds since last time I posted.

x-posted to __fivefootseven and own journal

so I guess I will be leaving this community soon unless I screw up again
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2005|10:59 pm]
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[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Bullet With Butterfly Wings - Smashing Pumpkins]

I lost 3pounds/1.4kilos, so my weight now is officially 175lb/79.4kg

x-posted to __fivefootseven
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